稚子心 稚子星

Happy Fathers' Day!!!!

You must be very disappoint right?

Cause we don't really celebrate with you.

But here's something I want to tell you. Actually I have been planning this for a few days but till now I forgot many what I planned to say.

稚子心：

You're the best father in the world.

You will always be there when I am in trouble.

You will always be the one who is the most nervous and anxious about me, not merely my academic but everything about me.

Many people say that I look like you but some will say I look like mum.

Actually, what I think is my personality is inherited from both of you.

You say I am brave to go up stage to do performance but I don't have the courage to make new friends or we can say not sporting enough.

I think this personality is just like you, cause mum is sporting "enough"...haha...

You once said that I am too kind-hearted, always thinking about others feeling, which you think that this is not good for me in this cruel life.

But father, I got this just from you.

And I think that this is the best gift you gave me.

You are the one who are kind-hearted, always thinking about others feelings.

For instance, you don't say out what is your like or dislike. You don't like that restaurant but you never say and finally you will end up with eating maggie mee at home.

Father, please don't keep your mind, say it out, so we know what you like, you don't have to think about us, please, be selfish sometimes.

And I think this personality you absolutely inherited to Audrey, who also always keeping her mind.

Daddy, you have done too much for me. The hard work that you have done for helping me accomplish my MC work really make me cry, cause I was too touched.

There's too much. And words can't describe it all.

Daddy, you just need to know that: 我可以辜负世上所有的人，唯独不能辜负您。

I will study well and go to the university to fulfill the dream that you can't reached.

Eventually,

稚子星 爱 稚子心

我是稚子星，

您是稚子心，

稚子星要做爸爸引以为傲的星星，

让世人每当望上天上的星星时，

看见星星的心里是稚子心，

因为稚子心，才有稚子星。

稚子心星相连， 直到永远。

Facial treatment

Hmm...Ah...Ohh...
yea...that's the feeling when I am having my first facial treatment.
I just went for my first facial treatment.
The owner of the shop is my sister's friend's sister( Erica)..@.@
At first I wasn't confident about her ability.
But my mum keep on persuading me and so I agree to try it.
And it was quite comfortable, I almost fall asleep when I am having the facial treatment, but of course it does not include the part when Erica push out my pimples...oh..the pain was awful T.T
But the other part was very nice.
So, don't judge a book by it's cover.
Furthermore, her "cover" is good too.
We shoukd give a chance to the others.
Try something new.
This is a very good experience to me. ^^

Defying Gravity

When I first named my blogs as Defying Gravity, I didn't really mean what I had wrote.
"I'll through expecting limits, against the gravity, to reach for the victory."
But now, I really mean it.
And I will do it!
I had been experienced the worst exam since this two years.
And this make me upset for a few days after I get my result.
But it's different today.
It's different now.
I am not upset anymore.
Because I suddenly realise all this happen is merely because of my problem.
I had been too arrogant.
I get good grades since this two years and this makes me become over confident to myself.
Father once told me that I might began at the top of the world but I will fall down one day.
And he is true.
I fall down.
I injured.
And I recover.
These few days I was like lost in the huge jungle, walking without direction, just had a sad feeling without doing anything.
Because I hadn't lose since this two years.
Losing is a feeling I had not felt for a long time.
And it just came suddenly.
I don't know what to do.
But today I just suddenly awake from my dream.
I found a light that is guiding me out from this gloom feelings.
Losing is not a bad thing.
It makes me stronger and realise that I had been too arrogant and proud this few years.
It makes me start from the bottom.
Go back to who I am, the real me.
The "me" I was looking for this few months.
I thought that only success can make me find back who I was.
But I am wrong. I am so wrong.
It's not the triumph which make me find back who I am.
It's the losing experience which guide me to be the ling ling that I searched for a long time.
And I am happy with it.
I am grateful that it appears now for me to repent and to wake up from this losing-myself-dream before I sit for the most important test, SPM.
I am going to start it over again from the bottom to reach for the victory.
I know I can do it.
Just like what I had did before in my form 1.
I will defy the gravity!
And I won't let you down. ^^
Fighting!
P.S. this is the most satisfying post that I had ever wrote. Cause I am fill with energy now!