Enthusiasm, I want you back.

Today ain't a good day.

I was depressed by today.
=(

When i was having class, what I want is to go home faster and write this post to release my feeling.

Cause I can't take it anymore.

But I cannot tell my family.

They will be very worry about it and keep asking me.

I can't write on facebook either.

So, here's the only place I can express on.

I know, I had those feeling everytime when I started to study in a new environment.

Pressure.

And furthermore, I always have the feeling that I am becoming more and more stupid.

My classmates are just awesome.

They are intelligent.

They are fast.

They have enthusiasm.

They have talent.

They have leadership.

THEY HAVE EVERYTHING.

And me....

I am nothing. =(

I fell like a piece of shit right there.

A piece of odourless shit cause even shit have a special smell can attract people.

But I just...nothing.

Nothing that maybe people don;t even know that I exist.

Friends are all stronger than me.

And people are like moving on and on with their super speed.

I am catching them.

Just catching. never overun them.

This is pathetic.

I don't want to be a damsel in distress.

But hell ya i am.

=(

I felt abandoned.

I felt like I am not in the kind of world.

I feel sad.

Sad.

Sad.

Sad.

Sad until I feel like I want to break into tears.

But I know this ain't going to help me.

When life gets harder.

All we need to do is to move on.

I know I can move on.

Till now,

I am still surviving.

This 18 year old ain't a honeymoon year for me,

This is the year which make me become more mature.

A year for a leap of the future.

Yes, I can!

=)

my latest addiction~

I LOVE VAMPIRE DIARIES!!!

I LOVE THIS SERIES SO MUCH!!!!

I WANT TO WATCH IT EVERYDAY!!!

DAYS WITHOUT VAMPIRE DIARIES SUCKS!!!!!

so interesting, exciting....

Marvelous! Bravo!

I love the story line and the drama...

I want to read the book too...but after reading the book i afraid there will be no surprise when i watch the drama....=(

But nevermind...as long as is vampire diaries then it's ok...

I LOVE LOVE LOVE VAMPIRE DIARIES SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Busy

Lots of assignment and test need to do....=(

Gambateh!

~Korea~Kamsahamida

Here's some scenery of korea.But my mobile phone's quality is not that good so the image is not clear.

• I like korea cause the country is clean.
• However i kinda miss malaysia when i was in korea during my vacation.
• Cause at korea, our language are not the same and we cannot communicate well.
• Though, korea is a good experience for me and I had a great holiday with my beloved family.

=)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~``Love ya~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

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this is my significant rabbit....i always draw it for my friends...this is my sign~~ muahahaha...

wish everyone has a happy bunny year...

as cute as the bunny i draw~ XD

Another You

Oh...finally...I found a nice song ^^

Very nice....but if i'm not mistaken, this is not the original soundtrack of eclipse...but still a nice song...

The music that is playing in my space now is this song.

Hope all of u like it ^^

Pain~

Ah...
I am suffering now...
All my body part are in excruciating pain.
Because I had attended the Half Marathon yesterday.
So, now I got a severe muscle pain now.
Every step I am taking is like stepping on a sharp knife.
Ouch!
Hmm...the lesson that I've learnt is to do more exercise before I attend to this type of event.

Once a Twilighter, Eclipse

OMG!

I watched The Twilight Saga-Eclipse the movie yesterday!

And it was totally awesome~

This is the BEST out of the three of the twilight moive.

I love this movie so~~~much!

Edward is extremely gorgeous in Eclipse..you can say he is PERFECT~ like an angel!

The movie not merely got many gorgeous pretty and handsome characters but the moive was very intense and exciting too!

So, please, everyone, support the twilight saga eclipse on cinema now!

What are you waiting for?

Go and book a ticket now!

Join the twilight family~

And of course, be a team edward!

Edward is the best! He is damn hot in Eclipse! Although Jacob say: I am hotter than you. =='''

Nice movie. It does not disappoint me. Moreover, it brings back my huge crush for twilight once again.

Waiting for breaking dawn.

I LOVE TWILIGHT FOREVER~

Once a twilighter, always a twilighter!

P.S.

*Riley, the bad evil vampire. Still, he is gorgeous. hehe..how can they find so many pretty faces? Even for a bad guy like him can be so handsome! BTW, his name is Xavier Samuel. 21 years old. But...he can't defeat my perfect edward~ ^^