Defying gravity

Enthusiasm, I want you back.

2011-03-09T22:26:00.000-08:00

Today ain't a good day.

I was depressed by today.
=(

When i was having class, what I want is to go home faster and write this post to release my feeling.

Cause I can't take it anymore.

But I cannot tell my family.

They will be very worry about it and keep asking me.

I can't write on facebook either.

So, here's the only place I can express on.

I know, I had those feeling everytime when I started to study in a new environment.

Pressure.

And furthermore, I always have the feeling that I am becoming more and more stupid.

My classmates are just awesome.

They are intelligent.

They are fast.

They have enthusiasm.

They have talent.

They have leadership.

THEY HAVE EVERYTHING.

And me....

I am nothing. =(

I fell like a piece of shit right there.

A piece of odourless shit cause even shit have a special smell can attract people.

But I just...nothing.

Nothing that maybe people don;t even know that I exist.

Friends are all stronger than me.

And people are like moving on and on with their super speed.

I am catching them.

Just catching. never overun them.

This is pathetic.

I don't want to be a damsel in distress.

But hell ya i am.

I felt abandoned.

I felt like I am not in the kind of world.

I feel sad.

Sad.

Sad until I feel like I want to break into tears.

But I know this ain't going to help me.

When life gets harder.

All we need to do is to move on.

I know I can move on.

Till now,

I am still surviving.

This 18 year old ain't a honeymoon year for me,

This is the year which make me become more mature.

A year for a leap of the future.

Yes, I can!

my latest addiction~

2011-02-22T03:36:00.000-08:00

I LOVE VAMPIRE DIARIES!!!

I LOVE THIS SERIES SO MUCH!!!!

I WANT TO WATCH IT EVERYDAY!!!

DAYS WITHOUT VAMPIRE DIARIES SUCKS!!!!!

so interesting, exciting....

Marvelous! Bravo!

I love the story line and the drama...

I want to read the book too...but after reading the book i afraid there will be no surprise when i watch the drama....=(

But nevermind...as long as is vampire diaries then it's ok...

I LOVE LOVE LOVE VAMPIRE DIARIES SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Busy

2011-02-16T03:19:00.000-08:00

Lots of assignment and test need to do....=(

Gambateh!

~Korea~Kamsahamida

2011-02-14T03:22:00.000-08:00

Here's some scenery of korea.But my mobile phone's quality is not that good so the image is not clear.

I like korea cause the country is clean.
However i kinda miss malaysia when i was in korea during my vacation.
Cause at korea, our language are not the same and we cannot communicate well.
Though, korea is a good experience for me and I had a great holiday with my beloved family.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~``Love ya~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

/)/)

( -.- )

(>< )

this is my significant rabbit....i always draw it for my friends...this is my sign~~ muahahaha...

wish everyone has a happy bunny year...

as cute as the bunny i draw~ XD

Another You

2010-07-26T23:42:00.000-07:00

Oh...finally...I found a nice song ^^

Very nice....but if i'm not mistaken, this is not the original soundtrack of eclipse...but still a nice song...

The music that is playing in my space now is this song.

Hope all of u like it ^^

Pain~

2010-07-11T23:44:00.000-07:00

Ah...
I am suffering now...
All my body part are in excruciating pain.
Because I had attended the Half Marathon yesterday.
So, now I got a severe muscle pain now.
Every step I am taking is like stepping on a sharp knife.
Ouch!
Hmm...the lesson that I've learnt is to do more exercise before I attend to this type of event.

Once a Twilighter, Eclipse

2010-07-09T18:53:00.000-07:00

OMG!

I watched The Twilight Saga-Eclipse the movie yesterday!

And it was totally awesome~

This is the BEST out of the three of the twilight moive.

I love this movie so~~~much!

Edward is extremely gorgeous in Eclipse..you can say he is PERFECT~ like an angel!

The movie not merely got many gorgeous pretty and handsome characters but the moive was very intense and exciting too!

So, please, everyone, support the twilight saga eclipse on cinema now!

What are you waiting for?

Go and book a ticket now!

Join the twilight family~

And of course, be a team edward!

Edward is the best! He is damn hot in Eclipse! Although Jacob say: I am hotter than you. =='''

Nice movie. It does not disappoint me. Moreover, it brings back my huge crush for twilight once again.

Waiting for breaking dawn.

I LOVE TWILIGHT FOREVER~

Once a twilighter, always a twilighter!

P.S.

*Riley, the bad evil vampire. Still, he is gorgeous. hehe..how can they find so many pretty faces? Even for a bad guy like him can be so handsome! BTW, his name is Xavier Samuel. 21 years old. But...he can't defeat my perfect edward~ ^^

Sorry, too

2010-07-09T03:46:00.000-07:00

I know you don't like us saying her like this.
Cause I know she really treats you very well.
And you are a very very kind girl.
I am so so so so so sorry about that.
I should not do this to her.
I am such a jerk, right?
So sorry.
But I promise I won't say anything about her anymore.
Sorry~ to her and you.
Acutally I know she has some good personalities.
I didn't really talk very bad things about her.
I just want to express my feelings to TT that day because I don't know why this few days I just suddenly don't really like her.
I did not mean to hurt her.
And hurt you, of course. I feel bad to hurt somebody as kind as you.
Please forgive me.
I know now my reputation already drop...T.T
Sorry, this is my first time and my last time.
But I really didn't say all bad things about her.
I also got analyse her advantages and we don't really hate her.
Just...suddenly sot plug already...>.<
Sorry ah...don't angry. I hope this won't affect our friendship la...>.<>.<
SSSSOOOORRRYYY!!!!! forget it ah...of not I will feel bad facing you and her...T.T

稚子心稚子星

2010-06-20T01:36:00.000-07:00

Happy Fathers' Day!!!!

You must be very disappoint right?

Cause we don't really celebrate with you.

But here's something I want to tell you. Actually I have been planning this for a few days but till now I forgot many what I planned to say.

稚子心：

You're the best father in the world.

You will always be there when I am in trouble.

You will always be the one who is the most nervous and anxious about me, not merely my academic but everything about me.

Many people say that I look like you but some will say I look like mum.

Actually, what I think is my personality is inherited from both of you.

You say I am brave to go up stage to do performance but I don't have the courage to make new friends or we can say not sporting enough.

I think this personality is just like you, cause mum is sporting "enough"...haha...

You once said that I am too kind-hearted, always thinking about others feeling, which you think that this is not good for me in this cruel life.

But father, I got this just from you.

And I think that this is the best gift you gave me.

You are the one who are kind-hearted, always thinking about others feelings.

For instance, you don't say out what is your like or dislike. You don't like that restaurant but you never say and finally you will end up with eating maggie mee at home.

Father, please don't keep your mind, say it out, so we know what you like, you don't have to think about us, please, be selfish sometimes.

And I think this personality you absolutely inherited to Audrey, who also always keeping her mind.

Daddy, you have done too much for me. The hard work that you have done for helping me accomplish my MC work really make me cry, cause I was too touched.

There's too much. And words can't describe it all.

Daddy, you just need to know that: 我可以辜负世上所有的人，唯独不能辜负您。

I will study well and go to the university to fulfill the dream that you can't reached.

Eventually,

稚子星爱稚子心

我是稚子星，

您是稚子心，

稚子星要做爸爸引以为傲的星星，

让世人每当望上天上的星星时，

看见星星的心里是稚子心，

因为稚子心，才有稚子星。

稚子心星相连，直到永远。

Facial treatment

2010-06-15T01:54:00.000-07:00

Hmm...Ah...Ohh...
yea...that's the feeling when I am having my first facial treatment.
I just went for my first facial treatment.
The owner of the shop is my sister's friend's sister( Erica)..@.@
At first I wasn't confident about her ability.
But my mum keep on persuading me and so I agree to try it.
And it was quite comfortable, I almost fall asleep when I am having the facial treatment, but of course it does not include the part when Erica push out my pimples...oh..the pain was awful T.T
But the other part was very nice.
So, don't judge a book by it's cover.
Furthermore, her "cover" is good too.
We shoukd give a chance to the others.
Try something new.
This is a very good experience to me. ^^

Defying Gravity

2010-06-03T03:47:00.000-07:00

When I first named my blogs as Defying Gravity, I didn't really mean what I had wrote.
"I'll through expecting limits, against the gravity, to reach for the victory."
But now, I really mean it.
And I will do it!
I had been experienced the worst exam since this two years.
And this make me upset for a few days after I get my result.
But it's different today.
It's different now.
I am not upset anymore.
Because I suddenly realise all this happen is merely because of my problem.
I had been too arrogant.
I get good grades since this two years and this makes me become over confident to myself.
Father once told me that I might began at the top of the world but I will fall down one day.
And he is true.
I fall down.
I injured.
And I recover.
These few days I was like lost in the huge jungle, walking without direction, just had a sad feeling without doing anything.
Because I hadn't lose since this two years.
Losing is a feeling I had not felt for a long time.
And it just came suddenly.
I don't know what to do.
But today I just suddenly awake from my dream.
I found a light that is guiding me out from this gloom feelings.
Losing is not a bad thing.
It makes me stronger and realise that I had been too arrogant and proud this few years.
It makes me start from the bottom.
Go back to who I am, the real me.
The "me" I was looking for this few months.
I thought that only success can make me find back who I was.
But I am wrong. I am so wrong.
It's not the triumph which make me find back who I am.
It's the losing experience which guide me to be the ling ling that I searched for a long time.
And I am happy with it.
I am grateful that it appears now for me to repent and to wake up from this losing-myself-dream before I sit for the most important test, SPM.
I am going to start it over again from the bottom to reach for the victory.
I know I can do it.
Just like what I had did before in my form 1.
I will defy the gravity!
And I won't let you down. ^^
Fighting!
P.S. this is the most satisfying post that I had ever wrote. Cause I am fill with energy now!

I just care about you

2010-05-29T06:17:00.000-07:00

To be frank, He is just not suitable to you.
Not to say about his background, but his result is not good at all.
No offend taken and I am not discriminate his ability but he is just...too different from you.
You are the kind of girl who can spend quite a lot of money >,< the kind we called materialistic...and he is just...a student.
And have you ever think that if you really be with him, you will be happy?
I don't think so.
No!
Maybe you are attracted by him because he acts nice to you.
He seems to be a good guy.
I don't know.
But....but fairytale does not exist.
Not in such a vast distant!
Your league and his league are just like a sphere that will never touch.
Besides, you can't even manage yourself.
Your result, to be honest, sucks.
And yet you used to get great results last time.
You used to be better than me.
Cause you are more smarter than me!
But you didn't use your talent!
You waste it!
You become more and more lazier.
And I start to worry.
This year is a very important year for you.
What if you ruin it again?
There's no always a second chance to you.
You will be regret.
And I don't want it to happend to you!
I don't want you to ruin your life because of him!
If you can show that you are an independent girl who can manage yourself properly, I won't disagree with your relationship.
But I can't help to worry about you now.
Please. Take care of yourself.
Start to love yourself before you can love others.
And you know that he is not your true love.
He is just a guy who try to be nice with you.
I don't want you to be repent.
As I really do care about you.
Please.
Wake up.
I am begging you.

A person that really care about you,

kiss the rain

Merdeka~

2010-05-27T02:33:00.000-07:00

Finally, exam is OVER!
Days without proper sleeping life is OVER!
I AM FREE NOW!!!!
Though the ending of the exam was imperfect...as the questions were terrifying HARD!
But I still feel quite relieve...relieve that I can watch my favourite Glee and on9 on till my computer burst...and of course...sleeping!!!!! :P
I have a numb that my result will be very bad but I think I need to relax and enjoy this few days before I get my horrible result...
So, MERDEKA everyone!
Enjoy your life and play till you mad~~~

Bieber Fever!

2010-05-13T01:12:00.000-07:00

~Never let you go by justin bieber.

Just admit it!

Justin Bieber is the most hottest teen sensation in the whole worldwide now.

And I am totally having bieber fever now!

From one time, one less lonely girl till baby, never let you go and enie meenie, he is the brightest star now!!!

Endless love

2010-05-08T21:03:00.000-07:00

Today is Happy Mothers' Day.
I found that as I grow up, I begin don't know how to celebrate happy mothers' day.
Maybe it's because when I was an urchin, my mother always told me that I don't need to give her any presents or surprise, if you really love your mother, everyday will be mothers' day.
I just want to express some of my feelings here.

Dear mother,

I didn't notice that time flows by so fast,

I am already a 17 year-old-girl.

Maybe I will leave the house next year for my study.

I start to afraid.

I can't imagine the days without you and father.

I can't imagine when I am desperate,you are not around me to support me;

I can't imagine when I am exhausted, you are not around me to give me a warm hug,

the hug which like an efficient medicine which makes me forget everything.

I can't imagine.

And I don't dare to think about it.

But I know the days will come.

And I promise you I will be a more independent girl.

I will not let you worry.

I will not let you disappoint.

Cause you're my love,

my endless love.

Wish you and father and sisters as healthy as a horse.

All of us will life happily ever after.

Happy mothers' day,

to my dearest and the best mother in the world.

Muackss~~

Dear daughter,

ling ling

You've got away

2010-05-07T23:40:00.000-07:00

Aw...It's so sad.
My favourite contestant in America Idol Season 9 - Aaron Kelly had been kicked out.
I have been support him since the first audition when he sang the climb by Miley Cyrus.
But he is very good as he is just a 17-year-old boy.
Of course he can't compete to the others who have more experiences than him.
But I just want to say he has a great vocal and hope him will keep on singing.

Yeah..this is one of his best performance.
"You've got away"
Good luck to Aaron!

Is it too late to apologize?

2010-04-09T04:42:00.000-07:00

I am sorry for acting so childish for acting angry with you.

But I am 100% not really angry!

I am just acting like I am angry.

Or maybe I am angry at that particular moment.

But it didn't last long.

Come on.

How can I just simply mad at you.

But at that moment I just sad cause you forgot what you had promise.

But that is not really a big deal. lol.

I just wanna act like that so you won't dare to say about that kind of things anymore.

You know the reason why I so rejecting people saying this.

As we just discussed about it yesterday.

I afraid people will misunderstand me.

Finally, noob noob don't noob!

I don't and never angry at my best friend.

As I know you are a "big mouth" mah...and that is your personality that I like.

But don't talk too much about me with other, if not people who be involved will feel irritating too.

So, big mouth. Don't worry lar! ^^

We are still BFF~

I only remember the letter you gave me.

And when I was down on this whole week you never ever complain and keep on helping me solving problem.

Sorry o, yau yau.

Hope you will forgive me, too.

With love and regret,

ling ling ^^

Whatever

2010-04-07T02:03:00.000-07:00

Maybe I should stop caring about what other people said.

Follow what my heart feel,

Decide what my mind think,

I can't really care about everyone's feeling.

So I guess I just need to be determined,

Do what I want to do!

There must be somebody don't agree about what I do,

But I believe there will be someone truly support me,

My family and my best friend,

So, whatever you say! Blah! Blah! Blah!

Suffering @.@

2010-03-22T21:10:00.000-07:00

Ugh...I am suffering now...Everyone is in school right now but I am alone in my house because of this horrible and irritating food poisoning disease! >.<
I felt in my bone that Monday will be my bad luck day on the last sunday. I don't know why. I just have that feeling.
And here comes the Monday, everything was perfect. Nothing went wrong. But when I reached home after my tiution, my numb came true. I started have an excruciating pain on my stomach. My stomach was like being twisted. I was extremely painful until I kept moaning and rolling on my bed. I can't fall asleep. I don't know how long I had been suffering. I kept wishing for the morning to come quickly. I didn't tell my parents about it as it was too late, 1 a.m. if I am not mistaken. And I thought that this will only make them worry so I tried to endure it myself.
However, the twisting pain was more and more painful, I was going to vomit and I had went to the toilet for umpteen times. I was exhausted, painful and I felt like I am to cry, but it was too painful until no tears came down. =='''
Eventually I called my mum as I coundn't bear of it anymore. My father and mother immediately send me to the nearby Columbia hospital. It was the first time I went to the 24 hours hospital. After checking, the doctor said that I had the food poisoning disease.
He gave me so many pills and medicine! UUUggghhhhh!!!!! Pills are the most irritating thing in my world! I hated to consume pills so much and the pills that the doctor gave me was so BIG! @.@ (another suffer besides the twisting on my stomach~)
I wish I will recover as soon as possible. I feel better now, at least I can sleep. But my stomach still painful. I must recover right by today, as tomorrow is the school forum competition. If I can't make it, I will implicate my friends. T.T I don't want this, I am so afraid that I can't recover by today and my friend will lose the competition because of me! And our friendship will be affected too! O.O
Pls forgive me. T.T
I will try my best to recover.

PS. I Love You

2010-03-15T21:38:00.000-07:00

Eventually, I finished reading this book. I bought it on 22-9-2009 and until now I could finished it.
As at the beginning I found it was quite boring and didn't really ready to plunge into the story, to feel it and to understand the story line.
Fortunately, this holiday provided me some time to enjoy this marvellous and meaningful book.
This is not only a book that talk about love but also assists us to endure a whole new life after our beloved left us-forever.
You have no idea how much tears I cried when I was reading this book. This is not merely a simple and boring love story that we used to read. This is a book about real feeling, real love because it was a real life!
You will follow the characters laugh, smile and cry as the author really did a great job.
BRAVO, FOR CECELIA AHERN!
HOLLY AND GERRY, THE BEST SOUL MATES IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.
PS. I LOVE YOU IS THE FIRST BEST BOOK THAT MAKE ME REALISE AND APPRECIATE LIFE, LOVE, FRIENDS AND FAMILY.
Here is the synopsis of this incredible story :

Some people wait their whole lives to find their soul mates.

But not Holly and Gerry.

They were childhood sweethearts-no one could imagine Holly and Gerry without each other.

Until the unthinkable happens. Gerry's death devastates Holly. But as her 30th birthday looms Holly discovers that Gerry has left her a bundle of notes, gently guiding her into her new life without him, each signed 'PS, I Love You'.

With some help from her friends, and her noisy and loving family, Holly finds herself laughing, crying, singing, dancing- and being braver than ever before.

Life is for living, she realises- but it always helps if there's an angel watching over you.

Now, I am working on the next book of Cecelia, If you could see me now. Hope that this will be an interesting story, too.
PS. Highly recommend this book! PS. I Love You. There is a major motion picture, too. However, I prefer the book as it is original and more touching. But the movie is a fantastic job too.

It all begins with a choice- eclipse 2010 latest trailer

2010-03-14T22:32:00.000-07:00

And here it is!!!

The Twilight saga Eclipse 2010 trailer!!!!!!

OMG!

The more you watch this trailer, the more u like it.

I can't wait till june to come!

WE want twilight! We want Rob! yea~~~

And the sentence that Jacob say to Edward is totally cool: You have to consider the idea that I might be beter for her than you are....

isn't this so cool ???!!!

Support twilight please...and looking forward for more exclusive trailer for feeding my thirst for twilight...

Target

2010-03-14T03:50:00.000-07:00

A target in my holiday.
That is - I MUST FINISH THE BOOK PS. I LOVE YOU BEFORE THE HOLIDAYS END!!!!
I started reading this book since last year, 2009, and until now I haven't finish it.
This is because of my "laziness", obviously >.< and lack of leisure time.
So, I insisted to finish reading this book!!!!!

definitely Aaron Kelly!!!!

2010-03-12T02:17:00.000-08:00

Yup...
I am an America Idol fans now >.<
And definitely Aaron Kelly is the one to be the next America Idol of Season 9!!!!!!!!!
He is the one that I support since the first audition he had...
The first time I heard he sang The Climb by Miley Cyrus, I was like : WOW! this is so cool. HE is really a cute boy who can sing!!!( as he is just 16 YEARS old)
So, till now, he is still my favourite in season 9.
Wish he can do better and better and manage to go to the final round.
Aaron Kelly, the next America Idol!!!!

Exhausted

2010-03-11T05:00:00.000-08:00

Ugh....finally, i can end my exhausting life start from now on.
Recently, I need to prepare for my pidato competition...and my exam.
From this event, I realised that I am not the kind of person who can manage both curriculum and academic properly. >.<
Whatever, today I finished my exam and yesterday I had my competition. So, now is FREE!!!!!!
But now I am facing another problem.
The other teacher ask me to participate another English public speaking.
O.O!!!
On June.
I don't know.
I am so lazy...
and exhausted...
and boring with memorising the long teks...
Haiz...
Before I transfer to this school, I hope to participate in competition.
But now when I want to concentrate on my study, especially for my SPM exam, all the competition is keep on badgering with me.
I don't know...
I need to think about it....

Holiday is coming!!!
HaPpy Holiday~~~^^

不同的领悟

2010-02-16T01:58:00.000-08:00

大年初一的夜空有好多好多的星星。。。。
非常漂亮。。。
昨天晚上去了个派对。。。
那个uncle放了好多美丽的烟花。。。
真是有钱啊！！！哈哈。。
看着天上的烟花，顿时感到很幸福哦。。。
同时也感叹有钱人的生活。。。真是。。。不知怎么形容。。。
其实我都不喜欢去那些派对。。。
感觉像在拍着香港连续剧。。。
很奇怪。。。
看着人们怎样去捧那些有钱人的大腿。。。o(∩_∩)o
看见那些有钱人身边所谓的朋友都不是知心的朋友。。。
就会觉得这世上真的没有童话存在了。。。
他们真的好像电视节目里面的主角一样。。。
哎。。。复杂。。
不过去也好。。。
看看那些人如何去捧大腿，就算坐着也不会闷，因为好像在看着香港电视剧。。。
^_^

the day that had changed my life-forever

2010-01-25T22:46:00.000-08:00

I was so worried when I knew that you won't go to school today.
Though I know maybe you are alright, but I don't know why, I just worry...
I even can't concentrated on my tuition and cried after tuition at night.
Well, I shouldn't tell you this..cause I afraid that you will stop telling me how are you because you worry that I will worry....@.@
But pls promise me that you will still tell me how are you...
English teacher gave us the topic to write the essay, The day that had changed my life-forever.
Here is another version from what I had done.
The version that dedicated to you.
My life changed when The day we become friends.
This is the day I find out the true value of friendship.
I never share a secret with somebody so fast...not at least 1 year..but you...I share secrets with you even though we knew each others just for a few months.
Having friends like you and geok bwoon, ern hui, felicia, sue wen, tey tey and all of them is the biggest gift I had ever received as I transfer to Chan Wa.
I started to like to go to school and hang out with you guys....
I never laugh so happily...
You are my precious friend...
The first friend that share the same dream together....
So, gambate!!!
Don't forget our promise....kaka....
I know you will be ok....
Don't worry....
BFF~~~♥♥♥♥

A letter to my friend

2010-01-19T23:42:00.000-08:00

I know that every time when you hear people calling his name, you will have a strange feeling...
Sad? Angry? Disappoint?
No.
The feeling is more than that.
That no words can do it justice.
I know that feeling too...
Though there is no more feeling with him, there is still something deep in your heart, that you thought you can forget it but to be frank you can't.
But I am so happy that you had walked away from this pain.
The feeling that you had struggled for a long time....
The person that hurt you...
And I am so happy that you had faced this problem bravely.
Look at you now, you become the happy person again.
And you are not the one who is suffering now. ^^
All you need to do now is focus on your study and be the successful person that we had promised.
When you become better later, you will find that he is not that good as u thought.
Maybe you can find someone better than him.
Wish you good luck my friend.
Please don't worry about you will think of him again.
As I know you can control your life.
And make the best choice.
Remember, there is always a friend will be your side.
And I am pleased that you have been through this with me.
Gambate girl!
Aza aza Fighting !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Avatar vs. Titanic

2010-01-18T23:15:00.000-08:00

Avatar is the most hit movie recently.
The film is a box-office success.
And everyone is thinking that: will Avatar breaks Titanic's record???
Do you wish that???
I don't.
In my opinion, Titanic's story is more fascinating and meaningful.
Titanic is a movie that I can watch umpteen times.
And Titanic is also the one and only one movie which can make me cry every time when I watch.
However, both Avatar and Titanic are awesome movie from James Cameron.
Bravo for Avatar and Obssess with Titanic.

2010

2009-12-31T19:22:00.000-08:00

I countdown at a western restaurant called Chambers yesterday.
Thanks to reister for introducing this awesome restaurant to me.
*I also got drank the mushroom soup that you introduced to me...kaka...yummy.
So, me and my family had a luxuriant supper/breakfast on 2009/2010.
A good opening for 2010.
^^

Goodbye 2009 and hello to 2010

2009-12-31T03:24:00.000-08:00

Making decision is the most painful part for me. The part that I agonized over.
Today afternoon I faced a problem. T.T
But I won't let this to ruin my last day of 2009. So I guess I will just stop thinking about it and enjoy the last day of 2009. ^^
So, 2010, huh?
I know 2010 will be a brand new year.
A year of my FUTURE.
cause next year I am having the most important exam -SPM.
So, I decided that beside study and family, there is nothing I should worry about.
Next year gotta be a tough year.
A year that decide my future.
So, keep on fighting!!!
Aza aza fighting!!!!!! >.<

*******2009********
2009 is a very good year for me.

I transfer to a new school this year.

I made many new friends who are very funny, friendly and lovely.
This is the best thing happen to me when I transfer to the new school.

This year I also went to many places for vacation.I never tried to go for a vacation every holidays.
My results are quite satisfying. kaka. hope I can keep on and do better

Wish everyone have a better year in 2010!

X'mas 2009

2009-12-25T19:52:00.000-08:00

25th Dec 2009.

I celebrated my first christmas with my friends and the first christmas cake...

First, about 6 o'clock, me, gb, sw,tey,tomato and felicia went to a western restaurant to have our dinner.

After having our delicious dinner, felicia suggested that we went to her house to have some fun.

*Her house could call as the house of entertainment. Better than go to shopping complex..lol ^^

Before we went to felicia's house we bought a christmas cake nearby the restaurant.

We sang karaoke at felicia's house...

Then we ate cake together...

This was my first christmas with friends....

Hope we can celebrate christmas next year ^^

P.S Hohoho...merry christmas to everyone...>.<

New addiction

2009-12-19T06:47:00.000-08:00

I have a new addiction now!!!

That is boys over flower.....

A korea drama....

Very funny and romantic...

And the characters all are very good looking...

I am on Gu Jun Byo's side >.<

Birthday Present

2009-12-14T20:07:00.000-08:00

14Th Dec 2009, I couldn't waited anymore. The presents were like a huge mystery which was keep attracting me. I was intrigued to know what were they. So, I opened them at about 11.30 at night.

First, I opened EH's present. It was a very cute Pinocchio with a clip on his red hat. So cute. Thank q!

Then, it's time to open another present.

The wrapper was too cute until I got to tear out every single xylophone tape on it carefully. Before I opened the present I guessed it was a photo album. Honestly, I was once hoped they will give me a twilight magazine or something about twilight. But I thought it was impossible. Then, I opened from the bottom and I saw it was a book. I murmured:" Do photo album look like this?" Then, I opened from the centre slowly.

I was stunned.

I saw a word "Robert" from the little part that I had opened.

Oh NO! Oh My God!

Impossible!

Then, I heard a scream that I realised I was the one who was screaming excitingly. ( I knew it when my sister gave me a one big slap on my shoulder, scolding me for scaring her with my loud scream)

I didn't care her.

My mind was blank.

I was too astounded.

The only three words that I managed to say was "OMG! OMG! OMG!"

This is BIG!

This is HUGE!

This is INCREDIBLE!

Finally, I opened all the wrapper and I found that it was the ROBERT PATTINSON ANNUAL 2010!!!!!!!!!!!

This is so crazy!

I can't believe it!

It was the book I longed for so long....

Morover, the book included an exclusive Rob Pttz bedroom calender poster!!!!!

I always want a bedroom poster of RPtzz!

This was my dream!

And now, they fulfill my dream at my 16th birthday!

OMG OMG OMG

I love you all so much my friends!!!

This was the best present of my life.

This 16th birthday make me realise that friends for life......

The Best Day

2009-12-14T04:07:00.000-08:00

13th Dec 2009, this will be the best day ever in December 09.

My friends invited me to have fun in a shopping complex today.First, we went to sing karaoke. I was helping one of my friend, Yau picked songs while the others, EH, bwoon, SW and Tey were singing. Suddenly, the music stopped. All of us howled. We thought Yau clicked the wrong button which made the music stopped. Abruptly, I saw a line of words appeared on the screen of the TV. It was HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

Then, I saw a worker holding a cake outside the door and the Happy Birthday song was played. My heart thudded, stuttered, and then picked up again in double time. The worker came in with a "heart shaped" cake on his hands. My friends started to sing the birthday song. The cake was so cute. Plus, it was chocolate flavor. Perfect. LOL. Morover, my little cute friend wrote my name in an extremely "special" way. Super CUTE >.<

They asked me why didn't I cry? Did I feel touched? Why didn't I have an astounded expression? Oh god. Do I feel touched? The answer is an unequivocal "yes"! Obviously, YES! Maybe I didn't cry, as crying in front of people was so embarrasing>.<, but there was the tears of touched deep in my heart. Thank you, my friend.

They also give me present. So lovely.>.<>

The most exciting part was we didn't cut the cake. We just simply eat it with our forks. Oh, poor little cake, it had been destroid less than 1 minute. And the cake was finger-liking good!

Playing games in game park was the most exhausting part. Especially play the rolling boat game with bwoon. I was huffing and puffing trying to catch my breath after playing this game. Then, we watched a movie called The Storm Warrior 2. Oh, terrible. So boring >.<

At night, I watched my favourite movie, twilight. Such a perfect ending of the day....

PS. I haven't open the presents. I will open them on 15th Dec. I was intrigued to know what are they. And thank q, my friend. It's so good to meet u all....

New Moon-movie review

2009-11-26T01:05:00.000-08:00

OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!

I just came back home from watching my favourite movie~the Twilight saga, New Moon

There is only 7 letters n 1 word to describe this movie~ A.W.E.S.O.M.E.

I love twilight SO MUCH!!!!!!

I had been so worry that I can't book a ticket to watch new moon on the first day in Malaysia which is 26th Nov cause I wanna to watch 2012 too but it was always fully booked...

So I was afraid that the ticket was all sold out just like 2012 and I can't watch the movie on the first day....

I should and I MUST watch it on the first day....cause last year I watched twilight on the first day too....I don't want to break my record...besides, I am going for a vacation too, and when I come back, the movie is already on for 4 days....I will not be happy when I am going for my vacation too....

So, my mum and dad knew it and thanks to my beloved parents, they really did a hard work for me.

They help me to on9 to check the schedule of new moon yesterday and wished to book a ticket for me via the internet....but the schedule will only be released at 9 p.m. so we can't booked the ticket at the afternoon...

So my mum planned to watch 2012 yesterday and booked the ticket of new moon after watching it....but they think that it was still risky...What if the ticket all sold out?

Then my mum pleased a worker who is a customer of my mum and he is working at the cinema to booked a ticket for me...of course need to give a few tips...lol...>.<

I was so happy and delighted when I hold the ticket...not because that I can watch my favourite movie but I realised that my parents love me so much....

They become a twilight "fan" too because of me....

I really appreaciate it....thank you mummy and daddy...love u...>.<

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And finally I watched the new moon after I waiting for ages

It's nice...

Very nice...I don't know why people talk bad about it

At least it is NICE enough for twilighters

FOR ME !!!!!! >.<

but I had to admit that I was a little disappointed after watching it....not really disappointed...but I don't have the feeling just like after I finished reading the twilight saga books....

The obsession, I could say.

Maybe I had too much expectation for the movie...as the trailer is really good...of course the movie is good too....Urgh~ I don't know...>.<>

However, I am still over the moon to watch the movie...

I still love the movie....

And I WILL keep on obsess with twilight....

and this is the only thing I am absolutely positive.

Bravo for twilight!!!!

Btw, I am a team edward....

Definitely and 100% of team edward after watching new moon...cause rob pttz look so gorgeous in new moon compare to twilight...>.<

But taylor lautner who play jacob black is awesome too....hard to choose...both are so attractive....and GOOD LOOKING, of course...>.<

I was vacillating between jacob or edward last time...but now I prefer team edward...as I always been....

TEAM EDWARD RULE!!!!

but bravo for jacob too >.<

btw, I love taylor lautner and taylor swift become a couple...

they are such a wonderful couple....so PERFECT cause both also my favourite >.<

OK...I had written too much....

I just can't stop every time when I talk about twilight...

It feel so GOOD to obsess with something....

I never obsess with something so badly before....

NEVER....

not until I met twilight....

Thank you for Stephenie Meyer who wrote twilight....

Twilight is the best thing of my life now....

Thank you, Twilight

Meeting with DJ

2009-11-15T05:46:00.000-08:00

OH yes!!!!

Yesterday, 14th Nov 2009, father took me and my family to participate a dinner....

And the DJ who are hosting are Lam Tuk Weng and Ngan Mei Yen from MY FM !!!!!

OMG!!!!

hehe...I attempt to take a snapshot with this two incredible famous DJ....wakaka...lucky one....^^

Furthermore, I also said:"我很喜欢你の" to Miss Ngan Mei Yen and shake hand with two of them....bahaha!!!!!

And Mei Yen keep on smiling and say thank q to me after I "confess" to her....lol.....>.<

But there is some things happened that make me quite upset....

Cause I took the photos with my family and we need to call somebody to help us hold the camera...(actually it's not a camera....it's my cellphone which has the camera function....) And my father attempt to call his friend, an uncle who help us. Actually I thought we got 3 shot as the uncle told us to took 3 for "savier" >.<

And the third pose that I did was my head and Mei Yen head close together and we both hold a " ^^V " ~yeah~ pose......I can imagine how good this photo will be....but....when the uncle hand back the cellphone to me....all I can saw is just one picture....where is my cute cute " ^^V " third photo!!!!????? OH mAN!!!! NONONONONONO~~~~~~~~

He don't know how to use my cellphone....but I know I have the responsibility too....as I didn't teach him how to use my cellphone...T.T but at that time there was so many people who were pushing and trying to take a snapshot with this 2 DJ, so we got to act quick and thus I forgot that I didn't told him how to use it....haiz~~~T.T sad......

However, I am lucky enough that I can at least have a picture with this 2 DJ...lol....I should appreciate what I am having now....^^

PS. My sis is quite shy so she don't want me to post the photo at here....but my friends, you can go to my facebook to check out this pic ^^

Not a coward anymore

2009-11-13T20:42:00.000-08:00

YES!!!!!

finally.....

I did it!!!!!!

I fulfill what I want yesterday....

What I wished before!!!!

I become more braver....

I am happy now....^^

And I am not a coward anymore ^^

Disappoint

2009-11-13T00:05:00.000-08:00

Oh man!!!! I thought new moon will be release in Malaysia on 20th Nov....

But now the date had been changed....

Change to 26th Nov....T.T

I am so THIRSTY for new moon now!!!!!

Can't wait to see this movie...

So when I realise that the date of releasing new moon is delayed, I am so disappointed....T.T

*this is robert pattinson who act Edward Cullen....lol....gorgeous....picture taken by vanity fair....and thanks to Christing...lol....for sharing all these pictures and the latest news of twilight with me....BTFF!!! ^^

*another gorgeous pic of Rob....^^

*Taylor laurtner who are acting the werewolf "Jacob black"

Either you are team Jacob or team Edward....support new moon the movie now!!!!!

Twilight

2009-11-08T07:41:00.000-08:00

I am a twilighter...

Hehe...people who know me will know that I am a twilighter....

So, this saturday means yesterday, mum recommended me t0 join an art class of design a t-shirt and I decided to make an exclusive TWILIGHT t-shirt for myself!!!!

Yes!!! finally I get a twilight shirt....I always want to have a Twilight shirt...

And now this shirt is limited....only ONE in the WORLD!!! lol

so happy....I am going to wear it to watch new moon on november...lol...maybe people will think that I am crazy...lol...==

this is the pic of my t shirt...

but of course it doesn't look nice...I don't have much talent on drawing and design...but ....at least I use my "heart and soul" to do it....hehe....

Twilight forever....^^

BFF

2009-11-08T06:58:00.000-08:00

Yea!!!!

Just coming back from the gathering of eating steamboat...

I am so full now....cause my friends and I took too much food....too greedy ^^

And I just eat and eat and eat....oh...

We start eating from 6 something till 9 something....

W-O-W-!!!!!

We ate for almost 3 hours ....that's crazy...but very fun....

It's so good to see them again...

Well....they haven't change much...

Still very charming....cute...beautiful...and funny....

But....seems like mok mok and miss zy become more clumsy....lol...but it's very cute...I LOVE their clumsiness....

I have so much fun with them....seems like eating steamboat is a very good choice...of course...I am the person who make this brilliant choice....wakaka....kidding....^^

Here's some exclusive picture of me and my old school's friends....though we cannot often meet each other but they will always stay in my heart...and be my best friend forever....BFF!!!!

well...there's more but....lazy to upload...lol...

BFF.....

Gathering

2009-11-07T18:20:00.000-08:00

Today I am going to have a steamboat with my bkt mewah's friends....

Well...there is been months I haven't see them....

The last time I saw them was september.....

Because my sister is having her birthday party...

I invited them to have fun....though it is "not that fun"...lol

well....I can't wait to see them again...

See whether they have increase their weight or lose their weight because missing me too much...

Kaka....

See yea!!!!

nothing's gonna change my love for you lyric

2009-11-05T23:48:00.000-08:00

NOTHING'S GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU

If I had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty

The nights would seem so long

With you I see forever oh so clearly

I might have been in love before

But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young

And we both know they'll take us

Where we want to go

(Chorus 1) Hold me now Touch me now I don't want to live without you
(Chorus 2) Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of I'll never ask for more than your love
(Chorus 3) Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought know by now how much I love you

The world may change my whole life through

But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,

Our love will lead the way for us

Like a guiding star

I'll be there for you if you should need me

You don't have to change a thing

I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view

I'll help you see forever too

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recently, my sister fall in love with this song....she likes the khalil's version...well....and I am affected by her too....so wish to share this awesome song's lyric to you all...^^

coward

2009-11-05T23:23:00.000-08:00

I am just a coward....

Why don't I do what I had planned???

Why I always act like that???

I don't know...

All I know now is I am so regret about this....

If I am brave enough to do what I had planned...guess I will be more happier now...

Don't know why...I feel so gloomy today...it feels like a huge rock that punch right into my heart...makes me feel like I couldn't breathe anymore...

Besides of my coward, I think is my jealousy makes me feel more gloomy and desperate....

Whatever....I am better now...think the time will cure me from this pain....

^.^

Replacement

2009-11-05T04:56:00.000-08:00

It's hard to find a replacement...

but when i found it, it just gone...left me nothing but a grief, pain and sorrow feeling....

maybe i should let go...forget everything like I had did before....